Lists

Things I have been craving:
Beans
Cheese (actually had a dream about eating cheese. An embarrassingly sexy-type dream)
Zucchini bread
Mini cheesecakes with chocolate shortbread crust and cinnamon/cayenne ganache (I made some for a party and ate a few on a free day. Big mistake.)
Peppermint patties
Honey
Berries and cream
Any candy with caramel and nuts

Things I have instead:
Diet Coke
Diet Dr. Pepper mixed with Diet Coke
Lettuce and Pickles
Popcorn
Low-cal powdered drink stuff, mostly raspberry and fruit punch flavored
Ice cubes
Peas
Spinach

Things that make me sick
Everything I've eaten lately


Things that make me scared
Failing
Having my failings discovered
Getting fatter
Never escaping this horrible horrible sweaty-slow town
Being a disappointment