New Plan

Let's hope I can stick to this. Writing it down should help.
I snack on peanut butter all the time, maybe two tablespoons worth a day. It has been that each hour I snack on peanut butter, I add 100 cal to my total. But now, I'm going to keep a stricter total and not count the peanut butter. I've decided, upon inspiration from another blog, that I can keep one vice, that being peanut butter, as long as my max calories is very strict and I never cross it unless forced by someone I love (mom or boyfriend fiance[!] demand I eat something and watch me do it.) Max is 700. No more. Hopefully that will lower soon.
Side note, I dyed my hair purple. I got a haircut and was told it looked like normal person's hair. I suppose the average person would either ignore that or be a little offended at the implication that they look dull. I had a mild panic attack and tried to Kool-Aid dye it (would not recommend, had my head coated in Kool-Aid and wrapped in cellophane all night and the only result was an incredibly itchy scalp, and hair that still smells like grape/cherry flavour) then finally bought some Manic Panic (actual dye that hurt my head less then Kool-Aid, major thumbs up there). I had purple hair in high school, I loveloveloved it. So I'm back, pretending not to notice that now I have a job and fiance that I am backsliding into things that make me feel like a safe, protected child. Because I am NORMAL ADULT and NORMAL ADULT can handle things like job having and responsibility for another human being. If it makes a difference, it's a very dark purple, looks plain black in mot lights.

NORMAL ADULT SMASH, NORMAL ADULT PAY TAXES!

I am a weirdo.